I know adulting can be very tough. There’s many responsibilities to get done, and you feel like there’s no time left to do it all. Well i can totally relate to it ! I’m an 18 year old just trying to make it in the world. Working 9-5 is not my thing, but I do understand no matter what your doing, you can’t let the grind stop. Like my first post “Fake it till you make it” ! Sometimes i sit in my room and cry about all the stuff I’m going through, like relationships, work, school, and just self issues. The only thing that keeps me going is my true family, my grandparents especially, my sibilings, and yeah my parents (but we’ll talk about that later on). I think there’s no one in the world that understands what I really go through, but I know there’s many others feeling lost. I stare in the mirror and try to figure out if its really me. I walk around my work place like I’m all happy and jolly but I’m not, everyone throwing compliments to me left and right, I do appreciate it, but I don’t see any beauty in me. I wear tons of make-up and let’s not forget about my 22 inch Brazilian hair! I do care about myself, but In my head i don’t feel pretty without all the makeup and hair. I have many self esteem issues, but the message I’m trying to get to is that every one is BEAUTIFUL without added things and that’s what I have to learn. Yeah the media tells you so many ways too look and how to act, but don’t look at that mess! I want every pretty girl too look in the mirror and say “I’m worth it, I’m beautiful, I’m going to strive for greatness, and I’m going to always love myself even if no one else does”.
Wondering what Feminist Harmony is ? It’s a female empire I’m going to create! I want all my powerful women to join and work as a team to create this big vision of mine. I want to inspire every women in the world that we can be independent, succesful, and powerful. It’s not going to be easy, but if we work hard everyday it’s going to be worth it!.
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